Friday, March 19, 2010

This week

So this week was finals week and although I may have some scars and disappointments, I'm still healed and free from Winter quarter.

I'm praising God that I'm 20 pounds lighter since Feb 7, 2010... I'm walking into my 7th week of this healthy lifestyle and yes my planning still needs some more work but I"m thankful that I'm not as lazy as I was being.

As I close out this post, I must share that I was reading Chapter 3 of "Crazy Love" by Francis Chan and its discussing God's love for us and how we are to view our relationship with Him. The command in Matthew 22:37-38 is to Love the Lord your God with all your soul, mind and heart. But the author asks do we Love God just because of what He does for us? Or do we love Him because of who He is? Thinking about this makes me realize that when I sing the words of this song, they embody my total being of How I feel about God and not just His Blessing

I love YOU, Lord
and I lift my voice
To worship YOU,
OH my soul, rejoice
take joy MY KING in what YOU hear
and let it be a sweet sound in your ear!

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

HMMMM

Something I wrote just now


Hmmmmm, I never thought well not never thought, but didn't think the day would come when I'd meet a WOMAN a REAL WOMAN, whose EGO is as hot a s the sun. Its funny how this all begun, a dinner, a simple dinner where at a big table she was the only 1 realized she had class, no seriously she had class with me Con Sci 2 4 3 So I got to put a name to this beautiful face I'd say her name but I think that might be a lil indignant or out of place. We text, and talk, and text some more textin' so much that my blackberry froze (I just had to get a storm lol) you know I'm inquisitive, not nosey but I know there are some things she hasn't told me like I wanna know about her past life, what was her favorite child hood tv show, or places that her and her mom used to go was she a bully, or has she always been this nice and sweet what was it like the day she met God? or what song are you singing if your dreamin of your favorite song? These are a few questions I have and the answers I seek Hmmmmm soon I'll know one day I'll find out tho....

I LOVE THE SUN

Today is a beautiful day... I'm going to take my finance final... Do well on it... and then go to work... I did have high hopes of going to choir rehearsal but work is understaffed so i'm gonna go in to make sure we have enough staff to cover the shift. Still a great day tho, I feel it

Monday, March 15, 2010

Finals Week

Hey gang! Its Finals week so i've been working and studying but the bulk of it all is over. I've got a finance final left on Wednesday. A few more days and I will be free and on spring break. AAAAHHHHH

Monday, March 8, 2010

OH HOW WONDROUS WEEKEND

This past weekend was an O HOW WONDROUS weekend.

I'm down 15.2 lbs in a month and working on being down another 15.2 by April 8th.
I went to a good Omega Psi Phi Frat. Inc probate show and got to see all my peeps that I hardly ever see in life
I ministered with the New Salem Mass Choir and we sang my song O How Wondrous
AND I found a new gym to go to on OSU campus and I can park right by the door, there really is NO EXCUSE NOW.... I think I can be in that gym everyday and not playing...

Still looking for some people that want to play tennis in the spring and summer so HOLLA AT ME

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Choosing your Response

This week I had an issue in my finance class. The teaching assistants had double graded my paper and took off double points. NOT GOOD! So my initial reaction was to cuss EVERYBODY clean out about the situation. But God had told me on Sunday, "Stay committed to me and I'll see you thru times of transition". So I became silent about the issue, didn't complain or voice any opinion vocally but in my head I wondered what the outcome would be. Then today March 4, 2010 I went to see my teacher in expectation of just correcting the 15 missed points but my teacher pointed out other grading errors and I walked out with 35 total points added back to my assignment which took me from a F to a C-. Now I wonder what life would have been like if I had of chose to cuss and fuss and not be professional, or better yet what damage would have been done to my Christian witness. I may be the only Christian that my teacher meets and I refuse to give God a bad name based off of how my emotions rage. God Thank you for your calming peace, that speaks LOUD when I'm in Silence.